My life doesn't seem to like going too long without creating some situations I don't know how to handle.

 I feel like an asshole but also not for how I've acted the last few days. I saw an ex the other day when going through a drive through. It made me realize how I've been acting towards someone else. I have came close to somewhat repeating an act that I regret.
I'm taking small steps in trying to improve myself. I've given up on certain people in life in some aspects. which is probably for the best because i'm pretty sure they have done the same. 

And I'm just hanging out Io is sleeping hard!k its not that late I've been up bored for an hour and don't want to wake her.

Things are well.I'm falling and it feels great

this Friday!

I'm so confused on how I am going to feel on december 18th. to see the band that I have seen more times than I can count play their last show. I feel so great that we got asked to play.I still remember andy letting me do the last part of the tower with them at the Roxy.Or everyone in the coffee o ending up on stage during the last song of their set.I remember dancing and air guitaring with the mueller's.or bullshitting and smoking outside with jerms,robbi,charlos and nick.this band played a huge part in my life.will be an emotional thing I'm sure.
I hope any of you who read this will attend. it would mean the world to me.

We will see

At work training is dumb

Is good im finding my place